fucked up night
i watched a man die tonight at work. the dude hung himself in his cell and i was part of the cell extraction team that went in and cut him down. i cant say this event has really fucked me up or saddened me in any way. the man wanted to die and he successfully killed himself, i had no way of stopping him. but i will say after it was all over with and the reality of the situation sunk in it made me take a step back and see that i could live to be 100 or die right now as i type this. either way if i dont mahe the most of life while i can im fucking myself. we all know this but it seems like it takes an event like this to put us back in check.
